See You Tomorrow
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Title: See You Tomorrow
Spoilers: none
Summary: Triple drabble: House and Wilson have changed their lunchtime routine.
Rating: R for explicit smut.
Warning: From my darkest side. Not beta read. Highlight for possible triggers. Severe brain injury, non-con.
Word Count: 300.
ETA: An ff review starts with the words: Sorry, this is sick.
EATA:
storm_seller has written an amazing companion piece from House's viewpoint, Not If I See You First.
Disclaimer: I don't own any of the House, MD characters, which is good since I tend to kill them. Or worse.
Wilson looks with desire at House's naked body: sensual mouth, wide shoulders and narrow hips, long shapely legs, elegant feet. He should be used to it by now, and yet the sight always takes his breath away. Then Wilson's hands and mouth start performing their magic, and soon the shriveled penis is standing erect. His fingers trace the vein climbing along it, his lips push down the foreskin and his tongue teases the slit, his other hand circles the soft silk of the balls.
Time for condoms and lube. After doing it almost every day for months he doesn’t need preparation anymore; he just straddles House, one knee on each side, and slowly lowers himself, gently guiding his lover inside him. A deep breath as his body admits the welcome intrusion, and then he pushes down all the way, moaning as he feels his own balls resting on House’s skin.
For a moment he wishes he could see the blue of the closed eyes. Then he starts pushing himself up and down, slowly increasing the rhythm while he kneads House’s nipples. When he feels that his lover is close to the edge, he moves his left hand to his own body, synchronizing its movements with those of his thighs. With practiced ease he brings them both to orgasm simultaneously, his ring muscles contracting around House’s throbbing cock.
He quickly cleans them both up and disposes of the condoms. "We'll spend the whole next weekend together, I have no urgent case." Once he's dressed and everything is tidy again, he unlocks the door, then checks one last time House's monitor. "See you tomorrow," he adds as he leaves the Vegetative State Patients room.
He tarries a moment before closing the door, hopelessly waiting for an answer. As he does every day.
*****
Author's note: This ficlet is inspired by Pedro Almodovar's movie Talk To Her.
Spoilers: none
Summary: Triple drabble: House and Wilson have changed their lunchtime routine.
Rating: R for explicit smut.
Warning: From my darkest side. Not beta read. Highlight for possible triggers. Severe brain injury, non-con.
Word Count: 300.
ETA: An ff review starts with the words: Sorry, this is sick.
EATA:
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Disclaimer: I don't own any of the House, MD characters, which is good since I tend to kill them. Or worse.
Wilson looks with desire at House's naked body: sensual mouth, wide shoulders and narrow hips, long shapely legs, elegant feet. He should be used to it by now, and yet the sight always takes his breath away. Then Wilson's hands and mouth start performing their magic, and soon the shriveled penis is standing erect. His fingers trace the vein climbing along it, his lips push down the foreskin and his tongue teases the slit, his other hand circles the soft silk of the balls.
Time for condoms and lube. After doing it almost every day for months he doesn’t need preparation anymore; he just straddles House, one knee on each side, and slowly lowers himself, gently guiding his lover inside him. A deep breath as his body admits the welcome intrusion, and then he pushes down all the way, moaning as he feels his own balls resting on House’s skin.
For a moment he wishes he could see the blue of the closed eyes. Then he starts pushing himself up and down, slowly increasing the rhythm while he kneads House’s nipples. When he feels that his lover is close to the edge, he moves his left hand to his own body, synchronizing its movements with those of his thighs. With practiced ease he brings them both to orgasm simultaneously, his ring muscles contracting around House’s throbbing cock.
He quickly cleans them both up and disposes of the condoms. "We'll spend the whole next weekend together, I have no urgent case." Once he's dressed and everything is tidy again, he unlocks the door, then checks one last time House's monitor. "See you tomorrow," he adds as he leaves the Vegetative State Patients room.
He tarries a moment before closing the door, hopelessly waiting for an answer. As he does every day.
*****
Author's note: This ficlet is inspired by Pedro Almodovar's movie Talk To Her.
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Date: 2011-04-16 10:43 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-04-16 11:32 am (UTC)Your reaction is mine, exactly. But this fic has been sitting on my hard disk for weeks, because I feel that I'll get all kinds of flak for making Wilson into a rapist. I think having seen the movie helps "get" Wilson's behavior correctly.
And I can only imagine the sadness of the long weekend hours, with the television on and Wilson commenting to an unresponsive House all his (i.e. House's) favorite shows. Holding his hand, and waiting for an impossible miracle.
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Date: 2011-04-16 11:47 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-04-16 12:21 pm (UTC)Maybe there's a cultural divide here. It would be interesting to me to have the opinion (even if negative/disgusted) of readers from different countries.
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Date: 2011-04-16 12:27 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-04-16 12:33 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-04-16 12:48 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-04-16 01:40 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-04-16 12:54 pm (UTC)Using the black bar to provide warnings without spoiling what's in the fic is a great technique. You might want to consider adding the general statement "Warning for possible triggers" before the black bar. That seems to be the standard to let people know that the fic covers a sensitive subject.
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Date: 2011-04-16 01:43 pm (UTC)I seem to have a very, how shall I say, personal view on consent. And of course I think it's way healthier to explore it in fanfiction than in RL.
Thanks for commenting and for the suggestion.
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Date: 2011-04-16 12:56 pm (UTC)My reaction depends on whether I interpret their sexual relationship as beginning after House becomes helpless or established well before. If the former, Wilson's actions are pretty reprehensible. If the latter... it's more like the logical extension of an X-Files story I wrote many years ago: http://archiveofourown.org/works/129287
Either way, I think that the way Wilson makes sure that House (or at least his body) is also gratified by their encounters is very much in-character.
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Date: 2011-04-16 01:50 pm (UTC)And I purposefully left it unclear whether there had been consent before. To each their Wilson.
And Wilson wouldn't have done it at all if there had been no reaction from House's body. I can imagine it starting by him once noticing a hard-on, and not resisting the temptation to bring House to orgasm, and being surprised at succeeding. This is the one way he can briefly pretend House is still alive. Still there. Still having some form of pleasure. I think it is not a coincidence that he makes sure that House has the "active" role in their encounters.
I liked your story, and it seems to go in the same direction. However, Almodovar's movie is really much closer to my fic (and it might contain an answer to your question, but one you may not like).
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Date: 2011-04-16 02:10 pm (UTC)I've seen some of Almodovar's other films, but not, I think, "Talk to Her."
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Date: 2011-04-16 02:18 pm (UTC)That. In Wilson's case, though, there is also the illusion of a response from House - because his body does respond. In my mind Wilson comes with his eyes closed, glad to forget for a brief moment that House isn't really there.
Thank you for two very perceptive comments (and the link to a great fic).
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Date: 2011-04-16 12:58 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-04-16 01:52 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-04-16 01:21 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-04-16 01:54 pm (UTC)Thanks for reading and commenting. I love all comments, even the negative ones, but those like yours are of course my favorite.
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Date: 2011-04-16 02:12 pm (UTC)The highlight kind of tells it, but it's revealed slowly enough. Yes, Wilson misses the House-awake, but House's response to Wilson's desires might not be the same then, at least not as easily. *hmm* :(
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Date: 2011-04-16 02:25 pm (UTC)"House's response to Wilson's desires might not be the same then, at least not as easily."
As I said, I decided to leave the question whether the sexual relationship started before or after the vegetative state open. It's a big difference; in a sense, almost two different fics. I like the idea of the reader wondering what is more likely, and how their moral evaluation of Wilson's actions changes in each case.
Thank you!
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Date: 2011-04-16 02:44 pm (UTC)I think the way you approached the end was interesting--and I read the warnings. The way you wrote Wilson getting ready for the sex was almost methodical and scientific, which I think is a good way of describing this new 'routine', because it has become that way.
Hope this makes sense. Still sick. lol.
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Date: 2011-04-16 03:04 pm (UTC)I think I'm kind of uncertain what I think in that case. In a sense, there's no doubt it's rape and would be legally punishable. On the other hand, it is clear that Wilson's motivation isn't mainly his own physical gratification. I think I would find it justifiable, but that's me.
"describing this new 'routine'"
I think the fact that "sex" is actually routine is sad beyond words.
"Still sick."
My fic, or you? Unfortunately, I think the answer is (also) you. Get well soon. Not that I care about your health, but I want to know how plausible deniability ends ;-).
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Date: 2011-04-16 03:19 pm (UTC)Yes, it is.
My fic, or you? Unfortunately, I think the answer is (also) you. Get well soon. Not that I care about your health, but I want to know how plausible deniability ends ;-).
Ugh, it would be me. lol. I have been trying to write, but considering how I feel, everything is coming out crappy and I don't like it. Blah. I hate being sick.
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Date: 2011-04-16 03:21 pm (UTC)I'm sending Internet hugs and my favorite medications (strawberries with cream and warm milk with cognac - if you're lactose intolerant, dark chocolate with hazelnuts).
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Date: 2011-04-16 03:26 pm (UTC)You know, I saw your comment on that yesterday, then funnily enough, my sister brought me a dark chocolate bar with little raspberries in it. It was yummy. lol.
Sorry, I deleted the other post, cause I thought I replied in the wrong spot. Whoops.
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Date: 2011-04-16 03:43 pm (UTC)I wish I could get raspberries in my dark chocolate as well, and I'm glad you have such a smart sister.
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Date: 2011-04-16 03:56 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-04-16 04:31 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-04-16 04:26 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-04-16 04:30 pm (UTC)Have you seen the movie I mentioned? If not, I very strongly suggest you don't. Because at least I left the possibility open that House and Wilson had had a sexual relationship before. Almodovar... well, you don't want to see that. Enough said.
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Date: 2011-04-16 04:37 pm (UTC)I read it because the comments interested me. I'm just expressing my opinion.
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Date: 2011-04-16 04:44 pm (UTC)I was just very concerned about not having done my duty properly with the warnings.
I always like to hear everybody's opinions, and am especially thankful to negative (or non-totally positive) ones, because they are the ones I learn from most. An of course I particularly appreciate opinions by people whose work I have a high opinion of.
Thank you very much for your finding the time to comment twice. I stand by my recommendation on Almodovar's movie.
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Date: 2011-04-16 07:19 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-04-16 07:54 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-04-17 10:40 pm (UTC)I can empathize with Wilson here, although I have to say I agree with the other commenters who have already mentioned that it makes all the difference whether or not the two of them were involved sexually before this.
Disturbing, but well-written.
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Date: 2011-04-18 03:02 pm (UTC)It could be that, having read Brain Damage, you figured out I was royally pissed at the people complaining about a mentally handicapped person having sex for the sheer physical pleasure of it, and deciding "if you find that icky, wait and see what I can come up with."
Or it could be that you realized that something was terribly wrong, in that House wasn't reacting at all. It was meant to sound wrong.
Or it was just too long. I tried hard to make this into a drabble, but couldn't.
Thank you for the "well-written", I value your praise highly.
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Date: 2011-04-20 03:11 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-04-20 06:00 pm (UTC)As I said in the poll comment, it's weird how I sometimes need other people comments to understand my own thoughts. Thank you for being so perceptive.
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Date: 2011-04-20 06:57 pm (UTC)This was about more than making love/sex (of course, this depends on the reader's viewpoint. This isn't even about if Wilson really wants House in a sexual manner. This goes beyond that, and so, in its own way it's beautiful (god, I hope I don't get flamed for writing that). If Wilson were the one in the vegetative state, I can House doing the same to him. And if Wilson were to ever somehow wake up, and learn of what House had done, I can see him accepting and understanding House's actions.
Wilson has said that the two most important things he has are his job and his "screwed up friendship" with House, and so to loose one of them would of course devastate him. The continuation of that relationship (no matter how tenuous or how) would be his goal. And since we know of House's dependance of Wilson, the same holds true.
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Date: 2011-04-21 06:35 am (UTC)