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damigella ([personal profile] damigella) wrote2011-03-25 11:04 am

The Seventh Circle of Hell

Title: The Seventh Circle of Hell
Wordcount: 1000 approx
Spoilers: post-ep fic for S1E5.
Rating: preslash.
Summary: House and Wilson read Dante together.
Author's Note: Written for the [livejournal.com profile] sick_wilson  and [livejournal.com profile] doctorwilson  lj communities' Kickin' It Old School challenge. This is what came to my mind after overdosing on the final minutes of Episode 5 of Series 1. Or maybe it's just me being envious at all native English speakers enjoying poetry I can't. Or spending three years at school reading the Divine Comedy. The transcript comes from the [livejournal.com profile] clinic_duty  lj community. Many thanks to my beta reader, [livejournal.com profile] coconut_ice22 .


Cut to the clinic desk. House is again throwing candies. Wilson enters and sits next to him, giving him coffee.

Wilson: The sixth circle of Hell.

House: Confined in a sweatbox with a bloody nose and all the tissues are soggy.

Wilson: I think that's the seventh.

House: No. The seventh is -

Wilson: God, we must be fun at parties.

(...)

House and Wilson, sitting in House’s place eating Chinese food, talking and laughing.


*****

House washes his hands. He considers taking another Vicodin, but although five hours have passed since the last one, his leg isn't really hurting yet. His eyes meet his face in the mirror. He stops and stares. He looks younger, which is unreasonable since he has been sleeping poorly the last few nights. He slowly admits to himself that he looks happy. Not just happier. Happy. This is probably his best Christmas in a long time.

He goes back to the living room; Wilson will be leaving soon, it's getting late. He finds him standing near his bookshelf, absorbed in a book.

"What's so fascinating in there?"

He turns around, smiles and goes to the couch, still reading.

"I didn't know you had a bilingual copy of the Divine Comedy. With enough footnotes for a humanities grad student."

"I don't know Italian, and I wanted to read it."

"I only read a prose version of some chapters in a college course. I was looking up what the seventh circle of Hell is really like."

House sits near him. "It's good this isn't real. Otherwise I would have to hope that my soul has better legs than my body has, because I might well end up there."

Wilson looks at him with a puzzled face. "Suicidal people become bushes. What would you need good legs for?"

"I'm not going to commit suicide." The book is still open in Wilson's hands: House turns a few pages. "I'll end up running under a tempest of fire."

"This would be the punishment for… uh, violence against nature?"

"Male homosexuality. Dante must have been going to gay bars a lot. He knows more people there than anywhere else in Hell. And it's the only time he meets a damned soul he has known in real life whom he genuinely likes and respects. Look here."

"Ser Brunetto…" Wilson's eyes scroll down the page to the footnote. "Mentor and friend. Older than Dante."

Wilson closes the book. Thinks. "Are you trying to tell me something?"

"I thought I just did."

"Cameron doesn't have a chance, does she?"

House smiles. "No, she doesn't. But she's so dumb she doesn't know that yet."

"I… I should have known. I feel so stupid." He turns around, and looks at House. Intently.

"Any questions?"

"Do you… do you find me attractive? "

House doesn't answer. But his eyes don't leave Wilson's. The silence lengthens, but neither man move his eyes away.

"You do." It's not a question. "You're in love with me." It's not a question, either.

House looks at his watch. Normally Wilson would have gone home already. But nothing is normal tonight. He doesn't know what to say, so he says nothing.

Wilson hears even the words he doesn't say. "I guess you have a question, too. And I think the answer is in here."

The oncologist opens the book again, starts turning pages. Looking for something - he's apparently reading the summaries of each Canto.

"Here you are." He motions to House to sit closer. Their knees touch, and the book lies on Wilson's right thigh and his left. The soft-skinned fingers trace the six relevant lines. The diagnostician seems to have stopped breathing while he reads. And reads again. He can't believe his eyes.

He barely notices Wilson opening his cellphone. "Julie? I'm sorry. My patient got worse. I'll have to spend the night here. Yeah, I'm sorry too. See you tomorrow." The phone call is over.

"It will not be an easy conversation, tomorrow."

House's attention snaps back, his eyes still fixed on the book. "What?"

"It will be my third divorce, but only the first one where it's me calling it quits."

He lifts his eyes from the book. Wilson gets it from his hands, closes it. His face moves towards a mesmerized House. Their lips touch.

A thought flickers through House's consciousness 'This is the best Christmas of my life.' Then Wilson's lips part, his tongue starts exploring, and House stops thinking.

Finally they have to break for air. Wilson's eyes shine. "I love you too, Ser Brunetto. And I think it's time to move this conversation to the bedroom."
 
*****

When we read there of how the longed-for smile

Was being kissed by that heroic lover,

This man, who never shall be severed from me,

Trembling all over, kissed me on the mouth.

That book — and its author — was a pander!

In it that day we did no further reading.

Inferno, Canto V, 133-138.
******
Author's Note. At this point in the series we have no evidence of House being interested in women. I like to think that Wilson was conquered by "Amor ch'a nullo amato amar perdona" - "Love which pardons no one loved from loving". Inf. V, 102. Like many Italians, I know some parts of the Divina Commedia by heart, including everything I quoted here. I remember, at fifteen, being impressed that the only people Dante loves and/or respects in Hell are an adulterous couple (the woman is speaking in my quotations) and a homosexual man.
 
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[identity profile] flywoman.livejournal.com 2011-03-25 12:07 pm (UTC)(link)
Great idea for the KIOS challenge! Laughing over Chinese food on Christmas Eve is such an iconic scene for Hilson fans, but I don't think I've ever seen anyone bring it back to their conversation about Dante before.

[identity profile] damigella-314.livejournal.com 2011-03-25 12:22 pm (UTC)(link)
I couldn't believe my ears that they had House and Wilson discuss the circle with the gay men inside: I had to go and look at the transcript. Some version of this fic has been sitting on my hard disk for quite a while.
Thanks for commenting, and let's hope the KIOS challenge gets many more replies.

[identity profile] yarroway.livejournal.com 2011-03-25 12:13 pm (UTC)(link)
I could see this as the episode tag. I love that you continued their conversation about Dante, and I also enjoy Wilson knowing House so well that their conversation is mostly silent.

[identity profile] damigella-314.livejournal.com 2011-03-25 12:29 pm (UTC)(link)
The two of them can certainly communicate without words. And I found the final scenes, with House playing the piano alone, a bit too sad.
Thanks for the comment.

[identity profile] lovemywilson.livejournal.com 2011-03-25 03:58 pm (UTC)(link)
I haven't been reading too many fics lately but thoroughly enjoyed this one. Very IC conversation between the two.

[identity profile] damigella-314.livejournal.com 2011-03-25 04:38 pm (UTC)(link)
I couldn't normally believe that two contemporary US doctors would discuss Italy's Middle Ages poetry, but canon started it [smiles innocently].
Conversation that doesn't sound like Jane Austen is hard for me, so I'm glad this sounds convincing.
Thank you for your comment.

[identity profile] chocolate-frapp.livejournal.com 2011-03-25 04:05 pm (UTC)(link)
this is just fantastic!

[identity profile] damigella-314.livejournal.com 2011-03-25 04:38 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm happy you like it!
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[identity profile] selkie3.livejournal.com 2011-03-25 04:39 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, this was sweet and to the point. Without all the dramatics that was C/H :D

[identity profile] damigella-314.livejournal.com 2011-03-25 05:35 pm (UTC)(link)
I was a bit afraid of having exceeded with the sweetness. Thank you for your comment.

[identity profile] julefontane.livejournal.com 2011-03-25 04:41 pm (UTC)(link)
This is so intriguing! I never knew what the sixth circle of hell was exactly and never bothered to look it up. Thank you for the lesson and the excellent fic! *Chapeau!*

[identity profile] damigella-314.livejournal.com 2011-03-25 05:29 pm (UTC)(link)
As I said, if you're Italian it's hard to avoid. But while Purgatory and Paradise tend to be boring, Hell rocks.
Thank you for your kind words.

[identity profile] justjuly4.livejournal.com 2011-03-25 04:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, I am greatly impressed! House/Wilson conversation was so natural and brilliant. You wrote a scene I could easily believe in.
And I respect Dante very much, I read Divine Comedy at University literature course. Unfortunately, I don't know Italian, so the text was translated into my mother-tongue, but I have plans to re-read it in English sometime.

[identity profile] damigella-314.livejournal.com 2011-03-25 05:34 pm (UTC)(link)
"You wrote a scene I could easily believe in."
Thank you very much. And don't worry if you can't read it in Italian, even native speakers need footnotes: I'm sure there's a good translation in Russian. I'm so ashamed that I never had a University course on any literature at all, and all I learned at school was French literature.
I have friends who insist it's worth learning Russian just to read the great Russian novelists, because no translation is good enough.

[identity profile] justjuly4.livejournal.com 2011-03-25 07:27 pm (UTC)(link)
No-no, I don't recommend learning Russian, it differs greatly from other European languages, so someone has to spend studying it a lot of time to be able to read classic novels... I read a few English translations - they aren't that bad!

[identity profile] damigella-314.livejournal.com 2011-03-25 07:41 pm (UTC)(link)
Thanks for the suggestion, and I suspect I'm too old for a new language anyway. But I do regret that I didn't take Russian at University when I still had a chance.

[identity profile] justjuly4.livejournal.com 2011-03-25 07:52 pm (UTC)(link)
I regret not paying attention to French at school and Uni, so English is my one and only foreign language :( But I'm too lazy to take up language courses now.

[identity profile] srsly-yes.livejournal.com 2011-03-25 05:34 pm (UTC)(link)
You really captured House and Wilson in this lovely story. Thank you.

[identity profile] damigella-314.livejournal.com 2011-03-25 07:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you for the kind comment.

[identity profile] cuddyclothes.livejournal.com 2011-03-25 09:19 pm (UTC)(link)
What a nice story! I love the discussion being continued.

[identity profile] damigella-314.livejournal.com 2011-03-25 09:44 pm (UTC)(link)
I was a bit afraid of it sounding like Italian Literature 101, so it's good to know it sounded like a continuation of the episode. Thank you for your comment.

[identity profile] alternatealto.livejournal.com 2011-03-26 01:35 am (UTC)(link)
Definitely the best Christmas of House's life -- and of both their lives.

I love the quiet mood of this, the way neither of them has to be convinced by the other that this is the right thing, and the right time. Both of them just know it, and the poetry lets them tell each other.

Beautifully done.

[identity profile] damigella-314.livejournal.com 2011-03-26 09:33 am (UTC)(link)
"of both their lives"
I wrote this from House's POV, so it's good to know that one can understand what Wilson feels.

Thank you very much for commenting.

[identity profile] pgrabia.livejournal.com 2011-03-26 04:28 am (UTC)(link)
I've never read Dante's Divine Comedy although I've certainly heard it quoted a great deal. Thanks to your fic I think I'm going to try to find a copy. Here you've captured the same atmosphere seen on the show so it truly is an excellent continuation.

[identity profile] damigella-314.livejournal.com 2011-03-26 09:49 am (UTC)(link)
I think the atmosphere in that episode was really very special, so it's good I've managed to keep it. And if this moves you to read Dante, I was told Dorothy Sayers wrote a beautiful translation.
Thank you for your comment.

[identity profile] jezziejay.livejournal.com 2011-03-28 06:52 pm (UTC)(link)
Late - but *Hi*. This is a lovely beginning to the KIOS challenge, and you chose a fantastic piece of canon to work with. Love the cryptic way they have of communicating, using the most perfect reference. Especially love the last line - I can see both of them quoting lines from Dante while they...ehm...continue :)

[identity profile] damigella-314.livejournal.com 2011-03-28 09:09 pm (UTC)(link)
No, the final lines are those that Wilson shows House with his finger while calling Julie. Our beloved doctors do precisely the same as the adulterine couple; "
in it that day we did no further reading" means "we closed the book and went to the bedroom". I learned this at school :-).

Thanks for commenting, and let's hope the KIOS keeps going!